Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Pitter Patter

The drizzle outside the room that has been going on since last night till this morning reminds me of a song that I used to love so much, sung so often that I remembered the lyrics of the whole song. During those days, the tune of this song would just come up my mind and I start to hum it without me realising. Thanks to Dad's collection of oldies, this song is definitely evergreen! :) Title of the song is "Rhythm of the Rain".

Listen to the rhythm of the falling rain
Telling me just what a fool I've been
I wish that it would go and let me cry in vain
And let me be alone again
The only girl I care about has gone away
Looking for a brand new start
But little does she know
That when she left that day
Along with her she took my heart

Rain please tell me now does that seem fair
For her to steal my heart away when she don't care
I can't love another when my hearts somewhere far away
The only girl I care about has gone away
Looking for a brand new start
But little does she know that when she left that day
Along with her she took my heart

Rain won't you tell her that I love her so
Please ask the sun to set her heart aglow
Rain in her heart and let the love we knew start to grow
Listen to the rhythm of the falling rain
Telling me just what a fool I've been
I wish that it would go and let me cry in vain
And let me be alone again

Oh, listen to the falling rain
Pitter pater, pitter pater
Oh, oh, oh, listen to the falling rain
Pitter pater, pitter pater

Have a good day ahead! :)

Yours truly.

Saturday, March 19, 2011

A week of good food

...with a good friend! BRIDGET! Missed you many many many! :) :) :)


A week with a dearest friend who is a teacher came to KL for the school holiday  and I had the most awesome time with her. Her boyfriend who came with her visited KL for the first time and both of us were busy bringing him up and down and stuffing him with KL goodness. Aside from the yummy food that made my waistline went a little wider, the best part of the whole was still catching up the loved one! :) :)

After that one week, I went back to my work and work slaps me on the face again stressing me out! *pulling hair* From stressing to destressing then back to stressing again. Gosh, I can't wait for the day I finish my project. I would be doing the chicken dance. Gaaaa.......
 

Friday, March 11, 2011

When life take you by SURPRISE

I have to say, today is not one good day. It was not a bad day for me but the whole day just seem so gruesome, generally. It rained the whole day. Drizzles changed to heavy downpour and it drizzles again. Wet wet day indeed. Not that I am complaining bout the weather but it does feel pretty gloomy. The day didn't get any better with the news of an acquaintance who passed away this morning. Definitely a shocking news.

News about the earthquake that hits Japan in the early of the day started to flood the newsfeed all across the globe. Buildings, boats, cars and many others got swept away by the tsunami that the earthquake triggered.  Not long ago, it was Christchurch. Now, Japan. As if this is not enough, other countries gets tsunami warning following the disaster happened in Tokyo (Japan). Apparently, even my hometown which is the west coast of Sabah (Kota Kinabalu) is warned with high rise of sea level and huge waves. This just made me more upset through the day having to worry bout friends and family back home. I pray that everything will be alright. Please, be safe. Please please please. 

Honestly, when I found out bout the news bout this acquaintance of mine, I was out of words. Though I was not close to him, my mind went blank for some time and I was wondering what has happened to him. I didn't get to know what was the cause till later of the day. It was heart attack. Mind you, he is just as old as I am. Heart attack? I couldn't register it in my brain. I then thought to myself, life is so short. There are so many random things that come knocking on your door surprising you every now and then. Just like this guy, there are many times that I wanted to chat with him on facebook whenever I see him online to catch up.Yet, I never bother to do so, giving myself reason there is always next time. Now, I would never get the chance to do it anymore since there is no more next time. He is not around for the non existence next time anymore. My heart sunk. I have to say that at this age, I do not expect to receive news of death bout my friend/s especially those who are just around my age. Not when you didn't even see it coming. This is not my first time and it surely sucks. It just proves how life can be so......unpredictable. 
  

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Central Limit Theorem

In statistics, there is this finding called the law of large number where the larger the sample size, the higher precision and accuracy of prediction for any statistical estimation. This has something to do with central limit theorem.

Of course I am happy to obtain so many data for my project but this also increases the workload. Yes, I am whining about my project again. Transfering data from the sheets of papers to the computer for analysis purpose sure gets into my nerve. For the sake of better estimation, terpaksalah..................

Model for project is not done. Still many to do. STRESS AKU. Gagagagaa~~!! *tarik rambut*
  

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Standing Strong

Given what just happened this morning, I would have trembled down IF it was few days back or few weeks back. Now, I am firmly standing strong with nothing holding me back. It is true that whatever didn't kill you would only make you stronger.

Today is Ash Wednesday which signifies the beginning of lent season for fellow Christians. Have a blessed month of lent to you brothers and sisters in Christ. Don't forget to attend mass today. Day of obligation! Also, your abstinence of course. I know what I am giving up, not telling you though! ;)
   

Thursday, March 3, 2011

What are Words

2011 American Idol castoff Chris Medina - the guy who touched everyone's hearts and possibly made us shed a little tear with his heartbreaking love story about his girlfriend who currently suffers from brain injury due to a car accident - is the first example of the new partnership between American Idol and Universal Music Group. Chris Medina has been given the opportunity to release his debut single online. "What Are Words" which hit iTunes on February 24th is a beautiful ballad, inspired in his AI story, written by Rodney "Darkchild" Jerkins.

Go search for his video in youtube. Lazy wanna embed it here. The video is simply touching. Couldn't agree more with the lyrics. The songs has been playing in my head that I have been humming it since I heard it. Anyhow, here's the lyrics:

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words

If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me

And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words

If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near

Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close


:') Meaningful, no?

   

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

STRESS

Did I not ask Mr. March to treat me kind-er puh-weezz?

I am ssSssSSSttrreeSSssiingggg oOooouuttt with thesis. Model won't work and clock keeps on ticking faster and faster each passing second.

I
wanna

SCREAM
OUT
LOUD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


bigmonstersigh.ishallnotgiveup.sighagain.

UgghH!! Still stress! :(
   
 

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