Hard

It's so hard
when things do not go your way, isn't it?
It's so hard
when you know you want to quit but you can't do it, isn't it?
It's so hard
to get news of things you never once expect in your life, isn't it?
It's so hard
to pretend nothing happened when you know that thing affected you so much, isn't it?

Indeed they are all so hard for me.
Yet all I can do is stay strong.
I am still learning how to making them easy.

It has been 10 days since I came back to this student life. In merely 10 freagging days, so many things happened. Expected and unexpected.

Some wonderful things that happened made me happy to be here. Yet, some things that happened along the way affected me so much. All in all, I am just busy with my life managing studies and clubs.

These are all part of being a student.
These are all part of life.